i’m not too sure why i made this video…i guess its because i let him in–truly loved him and my heart got broken.  i also couldn’t keep asking myself the questions–did he ever love me? was he coming back? did he really mean that: “when this puzzle’s figured out will you still be around?”

i believe that when you love someone and it ends, you don’t ever stop loving them.  instead they fade back and take up a different area in your heart.  i see it as i’m not closing the book on this part of my life or him–i’m just turning the page–and i’m so curious and scared and hopeful on what’s to come next…